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Nov. 9th, 2006 @ 07:23 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: liquid tension experiment
ahh i dont know anymore...
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Jun. 20th, 2006 @ 02:52 pm it's 3:00 pm and i just woke up :-D
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: somewhere in between - lifehouse
7 songs that have been stuck in my head recently - thanks cj!

promiscuous girl - nelly furtado

bad day - daniel powter (it's my cell phone ring so that makes sense)

ridin dirty - chamillionaire

fools rush in - mel vondrau

where'd you go - fort minor

somewhere in between - lifehouse

closer to the sun - slightly stupid
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Sep. 18th, 2005 @ 02:15 am (no subject)
Current Mood: drunk
Current Music: fleetwood mac - on shuffle
i hate stupid crushes :( why cant things be easy??
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Sep. 14th, 2005 @ 11:51 pm i'm happy :)
Current Mood: good
Current Music: sarah mclachlan-stupid (thats actually the name of the song)
so, i havent updated in a long time...probably because i've had nothing to bitch about, lol but seriously, life is good :) pretty much perfect, actually...pretty much. there's probably only one thing missing. other than that, wonderful roomates :) great section this year, we beat miami..HELL YAH, i LOVE my room in the apartment :) everyone reading this in tallahassee needs to come sign my wall! i like my classes, i like my new major (thank goodness) and i'm rushing kkpsi :) i wasnt 100% sure i wanted to do it. but after going out to the rush events and seeing what they're about, i'm 110% sure now. we had our first meeting tonight, and i'm just so excited. ah, it's gunna be a great year!!! i'm probably about done with livejournal..i never really have anything good to say. the only reason i'm writing in it now is because i had a tripple shot latte about 3 hours ago and i'm still goin. cj, feel free to update this journal as much as you feel necessary ;) you havent in a while. anyway, that's about all i have to say. i wish i played piano..someone was playing today and it was so pretty. i wish i could do that. ok, that was random, now i'm done.
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Jul. 21st, 2005 @ 12:56 am (no subject)
well, i just got back from st louis on monday..i've been floating ever since..but it's a high that i know will go away, so it's kinda sad. i love it there so much. it was the most amazing trip ever. i had a wonderful time with my two best friends there, saw 2 cards games, won both..it was just awesome. i wont bore everyone with all the details, and i'm too tired to go into it anyway. i feel like i'm in a weird place right now. everyone around me seems to be in an extreme mood. either extremely happy, or completely sad. there seems to be no middle ground. it's making me feel weird. i dont really have anything going on in my life right now that's earth shattering, so i'm just in a lazy mood that's easily influenced by others. it's weird. i'm suddenly realizing that next summer wont be like this. this is my last time to have the freedom to see my friends whenever. to be able to just have a spur of the moment movie night or whatever. tonight, someone said "so who all is not gunna be here next summer?" i think all of my friends said "me" and even though i knew that, well, i at least knew that i wouldnt be here, it hit me all of a sudden that we really WONT be here. the group of people that i've spent the last 7 years growing accustom to really wont be here anymore. it's a sad feeling, but also exciting. we're all going seperate ways and getting older. i know we'll all stay in touch. i'm still counting down the days till tally. 27. :-D now..all i need to do is find a place to stay when i get there until the 22nd comes around and me tracy and amy can move into our apartment!! :-D aright, it's time for bed now. i'm getting up early to go on a bikeride with jenn..probably not 20 miles this time, but i'll need some energy regardless :)
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Jul. 3rd, 2005 @ 02:11 am (no subject)
Current Music: "Shine on you crazy diamond" - Pink Floyd
w00t

I am drunk

and people are fun

haha
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Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 05:52 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: pink floyd - any colour you like
everyone should reply to this post and tell me what their favorite cd is at the moment and give me an idea for something new to listen to. i'm sick of everything i own!!!
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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 10:42 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: solsbury hill - peter gabriel
so, first of all, thanks for all my nice comments you guys have been posting on my entries recently..i love you all :) the last part of the week was a lot better than the first. thursday night was just what i needed. we had a bbq and jenn's house. mike and wes made hamburgers, hot dogs, mahi mahi, bratwurst, and chicken on the grill..WAY too much food for the amount of people there. in the beginning it was me, jenn, mike, and wes. eventually, sam, chandy, jenna, britto, jenn's friend adam, and missy stopped by too. by the end of the night, it was just me sam jenn britto mike wes and chandler. we all had a blast. it felt really good to all be together :) i'm glad britto is around more this summer :) -i've missed you!- so it was just pretty fun, the girls made cookies for everyone, and they turned out fantastically..especially the ones with the gummy bears in them lol then we went to the beach, went swimming, and then swam in jenn's pool. i guess we were being kindof loud, because someone called the cops i guess, and luckily we left when we did, because when we left jenn's house, there were 4 patrol cars looking for us! scary! i think that staying up so late and driving with the air conditioner blowing on my wet hair and everything after the beach might have gotten me sick, because when i woke up for work 4 hours later, i felt like shit. and then i went to tallahassee for what i thought was going to be a great weekend, and it turned out to be one night, me feeling crappy and tired :( it was like a tease..having gone there, hanging out with andrea kelly and tracy and seeing some of the section really made me jhust want the fall to come!! i dont even care about the work i'll have to do. i just wanna be back! oh well, so all in all it was good even though i felt sick. tonight i went to stonewood with my mom and aunt. i had never been there before, but it was really good..i saw jenn and cj and jenn's parents! lol everyone! i think i definately ate too much though. i still feel way too full. :-\ but definately worth it :) oh well, i'm tired so i'm gunna go watch a movie. night!
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Jun. 5th, 2005 @ 01:39 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: lisa lobe
so i was at work 2 days ago, and i was ringing up this guy who was buying plumbing stuff. then he pulled out some stuff he wanted to return with a receipt from TURNER ace hardware..we're proctor ace. so i politely told him that we could not do the return, as it would mess up our inventory, it was different ownership, etc. i thought he would be nice about it, but he freaked out and started completely cussing me out. i mean hard core cussing me out. saying it was f'ing bs and all this crap. the worst i have EVER been cussed out. the thing was he was saying it quietly, so my manager didnt even know it was happening. but then he started getting more mad. he threw his pvc pieces at me, and they bounced off the counter and hit my stomach. he told me to ring him up for what he needed. then he threw his 2 dollars and 11 cents at me as well. it also hit me. then i politely (with a smile) asked him if he needed his receipt and he said no, because no one f'ing takes returns anyway. at this point, he was yelling and getting the attention of my next customer in line. so then he stomped out the door, got halfway out, and came storming back in. he heaved his other things i wouldnt return into the trashcan next to me and yelled this is fucking ridiculous as he walked out. it was insane..this guy was a psycho. so my next customer was all pissed and said that he was gunna go out there and kick his ass, lol i think he actually did go out there and yell at him, because about 2 minutes later, the guy came in and apologized to me in front of my manager. it was crazy.
so there ya have it..a crazy ace story for cj. :)
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Jun. 2nd, 2005 @ 04:33 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: talking to my aunt on the phone :)
WOW, what a WONDERFUL last two days! last night i congratulated andrea on being our new section leader for next year. this is how our conversation went:
me: congratulations, section leader!!
her: you too, row leader!!
me: what?
her: what do you mean what?
see, i never got my letter, and i was told my name was not on the list..but turns out, letter was lost in the mail, and my name WAS on the list!! when i found out i didnt make it, i was a little sad, but though, oh well, i'll be trying out with my friends. after being an alternate all this year, i was so nervous to try out again, but i thought that's the only thing i was sad about. but now, realizing i made leadership, i'm THRILLED!! i cant wait to be a leader and be looked up to and HAVE to set an example :) it's going to be great! i'm ready to work hard :-D
going right along with that, today at work, i told the head cashier, who was complaining about not having more help in the office, that i would be happy to work part time in the office if i was needed. i didnt think she'd take this seriously because i've always said it, and i've ALWAYS wanted to be put in the office. BUT, she talked to the manager, and an hour later, i went on a break with her and she said it was done! SOOOO now i'm assistant head cashier!! AHH!! :-D i'm so excited! i'm going to have to learn a lot more stuff, but i cant wait :) i've been so bored at my job and i havent wanted to be there now that my favorite managers left to go to the other store, but now it's more worth it. i feel like finally, after being there longer than ANY of the other cashiers in the store, even the head cashier, that i've earned what i worked for :-D these last 2 days have been perfect :) perfect with band stuff, and perfect with work stuff. :-D and the cardinals won last night. hell yes. now i have to go take a shower and get ready to go to dinner to celebrate with my family :-D thai food. yay!!
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May. 30th, 2005 @ 09:46 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: watching friends :)
i had the best day today!!! :-D

this is from britto..you guys should do it! it's fun :)
Here are The Rules:
First, write down the names of twenty people you know. Then read and answer the questions.

You can't look at the questions (or click on the cut) until you write down the twenty names you're going to use.

1. sam clark
2. jenn pfaff
3. britto caldwell
4. mike carletta
5. wes perrine
6. cj knipper
7. chandler drake
8. tracy longley
9. stephanie kauffman
10. jessica wheeler
11. amy saunders
12. jessica paske
13. alicia conner
14. christa argint
15. autumn hassell
16. mike cunningham
17. hannah kalmeyer
18. chris houze
19. christina jones
20. allison feldman

1. Is #9 a boy or a girl? Girl!
2. Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? um, amy and jenn? good friends! not good couple. lol
3. How about #18 and #4? haha, no!
4. What grade is #17 in? in college :) gunna be a junior!
5. When was the last time you talked to #12? yesterday! :) i miss her
6. What is #6's favourite band? barenaked ladies i believe
7. Does #1 have any siblings? devin!
8. Would you ever date #3? hehe, same thing as britto said..i love you! but..not my type ;)
9. Would you ever date #7? haha, my lovah ;)
10. Is #16 single? as far as i know, nope!
11. What's #15's last name? hassell
12. What's #10's middle name? lyn :)
13. What's #5's favorite thing to do? umm, party? lol
14. Is #13 hot? ohh yeah lol
15. Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? nope!
16. What school does #20 go to? fsu :)
17. Tell me a random fact about #11: she's an fsu guard girl! :) i <3 her!
18. And #1: she loved writing a 10 page paper on the postman always rings twice :) it's her favorite movie.
19. And #4: he <3's jenna
20. Have you ever had a crush on #15? oh yea, me and autumn
21. Where does #9 live? used to live in a dorm and now she'll live in an apartment with her sister! yay :) hometown - tampa
22. What's #3s favorite color? last i heard, it was orange :)
23. Would you make out with #14? Haha, nope
24. Are #5 & #6 best friends? good friends i think
25. Does #7 like #2? lol always has, always will ;) haha, no i dont know.
26. Does #8 like #19? they dont know each other!
27. How did you meet #2? through band, baby!
28. How did you meet #18? wow..also through band. i sound really cool right now
29. Does #10 have any pets? yeah :) horses, cat, dog, the works!
30. Is #12 older than you? yep!
31. Is #17 the sexiest person alive, or what? aw, hell yah
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May. 25th, 2005 @ 03:22 pm Can we say bad person?
Current Mood: guilty
Current Music: Borderline Creep - The Matches
So yeah once again I have to call myself a slacker

I was supposed to go to BestBuy with CJ today

but my mom made plans for me to have an early dinner with my grandmother and her

so then I had to cancel on poor CJ

I feel so bad, although really it's my mom who should feel bad.

CJ is mad at her now, they're not on speaking terms.

Oh well...

I'll just have to go to BestBuy another day

CJ's going to start getting the impression that I don't want to hang out with him if this keeps up.

So hopefully that won't happen.
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May. 21st, 2005 @ 05:17 pm looky looky
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Happy to Be Stuck with You - Huey Lewis and the News
01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.

02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.

03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.

04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.

06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.

07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.

08. Put this in your journal.
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May. 20th, 2005 @ 08:17 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: hootie
i hate it when people are in fine, happy relationships and they cant seem to realize it and all they do is complain about the other person. JUST BE HAPPY!! - either that, or just break up! ugh!
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May. 16th, 2005 @ 08:45 pm why am i updating so much now? weird
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: dosed - red hot chili peppers

I got dosed by you and
Closer than most to you and
What am I supposed to do
Take it away I never had it anyway
Take it away and everything will be okay
In you a star is born and
You cut a perfect form and
Someone forever warm
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
Show love with no remorse and
Climb on to your seahorse and
This ride is right on course
This is the way I wanted it to be with you
This is the way that I knew that it would be with you
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
Lay on lay on lay on lay on
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light
I got dosed by you and
Closer than most to you and
What am I supposed to do
Take it away I never had it anyway
Take it away and everything will be okay
We're upon the Nile where she died
All I ever wanted was your light
Deep inside the cave where I can hide
All I ever wanted was your light

the party at sam's was an absolute BLAST. i got pretty drunk..but not sick! lol unlike some of the other girls there ;) haha no but i had so much fun. pretty much all my favorite jax people were there (and yay, a tally/jax person! lol) everyone just had a good time. it was nice to be partying with my friends here. we dont do it often. probably because chandler cant handle himself. for example, he broke cj's jim beam bottle..that chandler. lol uh..still very very sorry cj. the pictures are online. you can get to the link through my profile on aim.

i was so glad i had sunday off to recover..AND, it was finally a day off after working 5 days in a row for 39 hours total. that paycheck is gunna be NICE. and then, i'm going to call jenn and we're going to SHOP. since we're both redoing rooms, and i havent bought clothes in AGES!! ahh i just wanna spend money! i have to work tomorrow at 7:45, and i'm pretty sure that's gunna suck. day 1 of working another long 5 days. luckily, i got to go to the beach today so i could get some sun that hopefully will last me until next sunday. i'm starting to get tan lines that match my new bathing suit! yay! finally :) i love the beach! i never thought i'd like it this much or miss it as much as i did in tally.

so, i had a good talk with cj at the party..THANKS for that. :) and i've decided it's time to just be done with all my past stuff that i still think about. it's been too long and i know i can be happy with other things/people :) this summer has started off really good, and i'm really glad about that.

i'm happy that our group is hanging out with more people. mike is always bringing jenna along, and i think she's really sweet and cj's been hanging out too! this summer is already better than last summer :) which was filled with dumb people and things, lol so yeah..not much to say, i'm just bored and sitting at home. so i guess i'll end this! :)
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May. 15th, 2005 @ 09:02 am (no subject)
Current Mood: hungover
Current Music: nothing
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May. 13th, 2005 @ 07:22 pm i love it when you cant help but smile
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: faith hill - there you'll be
yeah..about the song..i dont know why i'm listening to country :) lol must be amy's influence.
so i dont know why i'm so excited about tonight, but i am..me and all my best friends from home are about to go out tonight :) it's been so long since it's been ALLLL of us together. everyone is going :) yay! i'm excited about this weekend :) tonight, dinner and will ferrell movie with my buds and then tomorrow night hanging out with matt (oddly enough) and then...maybe a party at sams? the plans are in the making..we will hear more about it tonight at dinner. i <3 my life :)
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May. 11th, 2005 @ 10:24 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: silence
i just got back from a movie with jessica. it was fun..we saw a lot like love which was so cute. i loved it. plus i'm really tired so i was giggly and laughed through the whole thing. it was really good to hang out with her again..i've missed it :)

i feel like something's missing though..and yeah, i know what that something is. and it effing sucks. i feel kinda sad :(

oh well, i'm just gunna fall asleep to a movie or something since i have to be at ace all day tomorrow and i dont feel like being exhausted. ugh, i know i wanted to work full time, but a day off would be nice.
bored..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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May. 9th, 2005 @ 11:35 pm 2 updates? wow
Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: oh - ciara
so i forgot to write about my trip to atlanta! it was such a blast! i left the saturday after school was done. me my mom and aunt went and stayed with my uncle john. saturday night we had dinner and jhust hung out and watched the cardinals play the braves on tv and then sunday, we went to the game! it was so much fun! we had brunch at the 755 club which really, only important people can go in..but i guess my uncle is? it was AWESOME. an incredible view of the field, good food..it was so cool to look important, lol even though we were hated for being in stl cardinals attire. oh well, so then we went to our seats. WE WERE 5 ROWS BEHIND THE CARDINALS DUGOUT. i could practically touch the players. it was AWESOME i couldnt belive it. i took so many pictures..they are online. even though we didnt win, it was so cool to see everyone in person and up close! i was also on tv! the girl directly behind me caught a ball..i was more than a little jealous, lol but oh well. lucky for me, that got everyone in a baseball mood and we're planning a trip to st louis to see the cards play in the last season at busch stadium! so now when i visit, i wont have to pay for my own plane ticket since the whole family is going :) yayy!!! i <3 st louis. ok, well since i have to be up early, i'm off to bed now.
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May. 9th, 2005 @ 11:06 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: the goodbye girl - hootie
well, since i really havent updated in a while, i guess i will now since i'm sitting here bored. school is over, and my grades were good :) 3.4 gpa..i'm happy with that :) seeing as how last semester was terrible. so now it's summer..the time that i was longing for. why again? i'm bored!! i miss tallahassee a lot and all my friends there. but it's been really fun hanging out with the pvb group. we all have a lot of fun together. and it's been great being back at ace..surprisingly. customers still remember me, and it's good to see them. and i really missed the people i work with. i saw amityville horror with joel the other night. it was actually a lot of fun. i'd seen it before but i was still freaked out. i think my tolerance for scary movies is getting worse. i hate scary voices, suspense, shots of mirrors and then the dead people that show up in the mirror's image. ugh! getting chills as i'm typing this. i actually had a really good day the other day. i cleaned out my closet and found a BUNCH of stuff from a part of my past that i'd really rather forget about. it was a bunch of random stuff and then an entire big box filled with stuff that i had tucked away a little over a year ago. i actually threw it all away. i was shocked that i did it..but it felt really really good :) i woke up this morning to the sound of the trashmen and i knew they were taking it. it was a good way to start my last summer in jacksonville. all i want to do here is hang out with my best friends for one more summer and then be on my way :) i really cant wait till next year. amy got her letter that said she made the marching chiefs guard. she called me squealing with excitement. it was so great :) she also called me yesterday when she knew i was a little sad. LUCKILY, i was by myself, because when i picked up the phone, all i could hear was her singing at the top of her lungs. she was singing  "if you ever did believe" by stevie nicks. she started the song over again and made me sing it with her. loudly and just the way we always did a thousand times a day. she was like that was to cheer you up! and it did :) i was looking at pictures from all the times in the dorm the other night and everything looked so familiar. the clutter and mess (in my area lol) of the dorm life. i loved it :) but i cant wait till next year with amy and tracy! it's gunna be great :) i'm going to see a lot like love with jessica on wednesday..i'm excited :) we are in need of some sister time :) it's been way too long. all in all, things are good. i'm pretty much all over the place with this entry, so i'll end it now so cj will STOP SAYING I'M A SLACKER!!! lol :) i guess i need it..it keeps me in line.
*lol my mood just reminded me of the time jessica paske and me were both "accomplished" lol i believe it was for her squeaking by on a test and for me..beginning to clean my desk off. haha, well i havent talked to her in a while..hope you're doing well! :)
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